satanism: (Default)
the fuck-up. ( 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐬. ) ([personal profile] satanism) wrote2000-07-17 06:04 pm

INBOX.




text • voice • video • action
gwenzelle: (bx1)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-09 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
aaand now i'm realizing that sounded obnoxiously braggy after you just told me you were unhappily married.
it is nice, though. and uncomplicated, most of the time.

it's more than fine. for the both of us.


and i'm sure you'll do your fellow bearded-people proud.
although it is quite the task to take on all on your own.
i'll need lots of examples to form a well-informed opinion about it, so we might need to make a whole night of it.
obviously you can start by eating me out while i ride your face, but i'll need more than that.
gwenzelle: (11)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-13 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
no no no, we don't even have to set up a limit like that.
i mean, i can't promise he won't come up sometimes, but i'll keep the sappy stuff to a very bare minimum. promise.


[ it's probably lame that she's taking a second to focus on the fact that that whole text, even if he was mostly joking, alludes to more conversations in the future. potential hook-ups are nice, but after being in this city for so long, potential friendships are just as thrilling, and honestly? more rare. she's deciding to not think about how messed up that is. ]

hah! no, no shopping around necessary.
i have full confidence in your abilities.

and um
wow yeah
that checks out.
beard burn does sound incredibly important to getting the full experience.
and who am i to question someone with way more experience with this than me?
i can already think of a few places for you to test that out.
besides "basically everywhere", even though that's very much an option.
gwenzelle: (17)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-16 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
i'm actually usually a pretty big fan of napping after sex, but y'know what? i'll make sure to rest up, because that really does sound
insanely hot.
it sounds like that same thrill you get when you start to notice those love bites and bruises that you gave someone are darker than you realized.

and i don't think i'll ever understand people who aren't at least a tiny bit into those little and not-so-little reminders.

i know i'm going to like finding all the marks that you leave, especially if it's right there in the shower with you, but think i kind of love the idea of giving you a few soft bruises that are barely hidden by your collar, too.
or your belt.
both. probably both.
gwenzelle: (o2o)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-19 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
aftercare, huh? that makes it sound like you might have more in mind than just giving me the opportunity to experience the wonders of beard burn.
which is not a complaint, by the way. i'm very much a fan of some of the things that lead to the need for some aftercare.
... or am i just severely underestimating how intense beard burn can be?
😂

[ an emoji? no!! WHY??? whatever. she's just taking a second to appreciate the mental image of this scruffy gent with an open shirt collar. you know who else does that? poe does that. and she's teased him more than a few times for his slutty collar. so now gwen's brain has zero chance of leaving the gutter for this conversation. ​]

so what you're saying is that i should at least try to keep it tasteful?
there's something pretty awesome about the idea of people seeing a few sweet little marks I might leave on your neck, while being completely unaware of the trashy bruises I'd also leave all over your hips.
gwenzelle: (o72)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-19 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ if the wait time between texts is a tiny bit longer than it has been, it's only because gwen's just realized that this might actually? somehow? be the first time she's discussing kinks with someone she hasn't actually even hooked up with yet. or met in person yet. well, not in a normal way anyways. taking him up on his offer to help get people to the up when the city was in chaos so doesn't count.

it just seems like something that probably should have happened, uh, a year or two ago. usually this conversation is happening in person. in the moment. woops.

also her instinct is always to just bring up the spider bite right away, make a joke about the stamina and flexibility and blahblahblah, but.. maybe not, this time.
]

well... in general? i can get a little rough when i'm caught up in things.
i like biting ( obviously ) and hair pulling and scratching. holding on tight enough to bruise.
no blood, or anything dangerous, but i like the whole pleasure/pain combo.

but okay. aftercare-worthy?
i really love pushing at limits.
no, that's not the right word. not limits. limits are important.
but umm tolerance? sensitivity.
seeing how much we can handle, and then pushing for more.
i like playing with that from either side, but if i'm reading the (chat)room right, it sounds like you might have more fun being in control, than being controlled?
which i'm very okay with.
so if you felt like making me come ( in whatever way you want ) until i'm begging for a break, and then fucking me through a couple more, that'll definitely do the trick.
gwenzelle: (o47)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-19 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ is it weird that gwen's finding the formality of this really hot? it's weird, right? shit. she's also going bonkers over "one exception: spanking", yep.

the fibber app still sucks, but this- definitely does not suck.
]

okay wow so yeah
i'm all about switching things up in the middle of things.
there's always a 50/50 chance that edging and teasing will just make me want to flip the script, instead of just giving into it.
and sometimes when i'm really jonesing, i end up getting pretty demanding.
for instance
maybe it's not a great idea if we hook up in public? but now that you've told me you'd be into it, there's a very good chance i'm going to end up going out of my way to convince you it's actually the best idea.

aaand i'm also really into spanking. and behaving/misbehaving in a way that i "earn" it.
it does get me in a pretty specific kinda mood, though.
like now that i'm actually really thinking about it, i don't think i'm great at getting myself into a "dominant" mood if i've already been spanked.
that always tends to dropkick any chance i have of taking back control.
in a really really good way??
but maybe no spanking if there's any chance you'll want me to pin you down sometime that same night.
gwenzelle: (bx8)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-21 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
a day or *two*?
that is putting so, so, so much faith in my patience.
but i guess that's the point, huh?
noted.


[ SHEESH. ]

oh, it would definitely get us in the hot seat if we're caught.
and being watched can be pretty hot, but... time and place. i'm really not interested in being punished by the powers that be.
the prison in the up is laughably comfortable, but the citations aren't always just "sit in jail and think about what you did".
the people we're contracted to might get roped into it too, so it's really not worth all that.
but that's why we'll have to make sure not to get caught.

i really do mean that i love a proper over-the-knee spanking.
or over the bed/table. surface. whatever.
just your hand, though.
you're setting the bar pretty high for me, just so you know. i don't bruise easily.
gwenzelle: (12)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-27 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
or i could try and find a way to drag you somewhere private before that day or two is up.
that'd solve my problem, too.

pretty sure that's the textbook definition of a win/win, yeah.
feeling you get hard when i can't touch you yet?
if i ever end up begging you to stop it would be because i couldn't stand waiting for it anymore.
you could give me a couple of your fingers, but it wouldn't be enough after a certain point.
and you wouldn't even have to move from that spot, i'd just get your pants open and climb onto your lap.
gwenzelle: (106)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-28 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
a DECENT trade? i promise that watching me ride you, compared to keeping us both waiting by keeping my over your knee, would be better than decent.
i'd have to take it slow, yeah. or at least try to take it slow.
but i've never had trouble getting off from a slow grind, so that's really okay by me.

and that
that's also great thought.
love that thought, totally and completely on board with that thought.
there's something really heady and awesome about feeling like i'm being used to get off, after being spanked and teased for a long time.
and you putting me on my hands and knees would definitely fit that vibe.
bonus points if i'm fully pressed down on my front by the end of it.

but i'll need some serious kisses after, to balance out all that time spent not being able to watch you, or touch you properly.
maybe that's technically "aftercare", but i'll need it right away. probably before getting up to shower or anything else.
( is that needy? maybe. but just letting you know. i tend to feel very clingy pretty quickly after any sort of play like that. )
gwenzelle: (o26)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-10-01 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
i actually totally get that.
..not so much with sex, but anything else? sure.
so your secret is safe with me.


[ luckily gwen's always been a fan of those moments of too-realness, even through texts it still makes her feel more confident about if she's reading the tone of a conversation right. so far everything about this has been pretty blunt, but that kinda moment right there helps her feel a little less guarded herself. not that she's reading all that far into it, but. it's cool. ]

and like i said, i like figuring out ways to earn being punished.
i've been called a brat once or twice, but it kinda depends on the person.
either way, i'll make sure you really like the idea of fucking me like that when the time comes.
and if you're also in control of when and how hard you let me come?
kinda perfect.

and hair pulling is always okay by me.
like i'm really not sure there's a sexy context where i don't love it.
so that's good, because i'll probably have my hands in your hair every chance i get, if they're not busy with something else.

i feel like more often than not i'm going to end up leaning into the part of me that just
hah
wants to be your good girl?
but i'm glad you're cool with switching it up too, because i can see myself getting very into bossing you around with a good grip in your hair.
especially to show you exactly where i want to feel reminders of you in the morning.

i'd only
[ web you up no! shit. ] tie you up if it's something that you like, but i think i'd much rather just pin you down and tell you to keep your hands to yourself while i ride your cock or your face. just to see if you could actually do it.
or!
to see how long i can get away with teasing you and not letting you touch me before it earns me a spanking. either one.
gwenzelle: (bx10)

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[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-10-03 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
okay okay so first? i'm deciding that "okay with it" kinks don't make the cut.
especially not when we've got all these other things that we're both way more than "okay" with.
it's not really my favorite thing either?
so no apologies, and no tying up. or down.

and second?
this entire "getting to know you.....r kinks" conversation has been just like
insanely hot.
but oh, daniel.
daniel daniel daniel.

i'm not about to confess that i'd love to take you over my knee too or anything, promise.
since i'm pretty sure you're not actually as like, switchy as me?
plus i'd probably be terrible at actual spanking...
anyway
the point is that now i definitely know you're not telling me to give you hickeys and pull your hair just to try and keep the playing field even, or something.
( because i've met a couple um.. dominant types that really don't actually like to give up even an ounce of control, even in ways like that, but it's almost like they feel like they have to be okay with it?? idk. )
but you really do like all of that too, huh?

sooo
you maybe should've played it a little closer to the chest on that one, darling.
because "using that information responsibly" sounds an awful lot like "behave", and i don't know how the hell i'm supposed to do that now that i know how much you'd like it if i didn't.
even in public.


[ this just in, the bugle had it right all along! spider-woman is a spider-menace. when she wants to be, at least. ]
gwenzelle: (o73)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-10-03 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
and yeah
soon works.
gwenzelle: (o26)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-10-03 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
sounds like you'll just have to give me a reason to say it again in person.

but that's
i mean
ditto
but that's not what i
we
are so going to talk about that more.
sooner than later!

and thank you, maybe one day i will take you up on that booty offering for spanking practice.
but i can already think of about 6 other ways to get you to quit teasing or stalling or whatever it is that's keeping you from getting us naked faster, so i think i'm okay for now.
i'll leave the spanking to the pros...

wait, really?
you're already picking a work thing over our sex thing?
that's really how it's gonna be?



i'm kidding obviously. i hope it's a fun work thing, at least?
just text me when you've got a free night, we'll figure it out.

..not to say that you shouldn't text me at all until then. i'm always up for texting.
[ gwen shut up ]
i just meant that any booty call specific texts should wait until you have a night that's totally free.
because i'm going to want to keep you all to myself for the night, i already know it.
[ GWEN SHUT UP ]

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