satanism: (Default)
the fuck-up. ( 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐬. ) ([personal profile] satanism) wrote2000-07-17 06:04 pm

INBOX.




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gwenzelle: (o26)

nnnnnnnnNNYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO--

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-04 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
believe it or not, i don't have any personal experiences with beards, so i'll have to take your word for it.
aaand this is me realizing i mostly hang out with scruffy guys and not fully bearded guys. huh.

that sentence is ridiculous, but that's valid.
i can't even remotely think of something to compare it to that i've experienced, so i appreciate the perspective here.
gwenzelle: (bx9)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-06 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ sorry, that's just the sound of gwen's brain tanking into the gutter ]

sheesh, danny. you can't write something like "come down hard on beards" and offer up your own to experiment with, and not expect to give a girl a few terribly dirty ideas.

[ and she's really genuinely trying so hard to think of a clever response beyond that, maybe play it safe, but instead- ]

unless of course those were the kinds of ideas you were having, too.
and in that case
you can definitely keep writing things like that.
gwenzelle: (o23)

wait sorry didn't like the wording

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-06 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
oh, i'm so sorry. daniel, of course.

[ oh now she's just... impossibly motivated to figure out a nickname for him. it's kind of her thing? so. obviously there's gotta be one he won't hate. and she's going to figure out what it is.

..... but later. so much later. absolutely not now. because wow, shit, she'll always appreciate when someone rolls with skipping pretense, but it very quickly slides into something more serious, and it doesn't exactly give her whiplash, but it definitely gives her a reason to think for a second before she texts him back
]

luckily for you, the whole cute and flirty "what if you rode my face" thing happens to be my speciality.
i'll help you get back into the swing of things.
although i gotta say, the blunt and forward thing is definitely working for you right now, too.

but honesty doesn't kill the vibe. promise.
that said, i'm in a relationship, and we're pretty obsessed with each other.
but it's an open relationship - he has a boyfriend, too.
so i'm cool with helping you forget all about the marriage you don't want to talk about, if you're cool with knowing i'll probably kiss and tell when my boyfriend asks about the beard burn on my thighs.

well, assuming you give me something worth kissing and telling about.
Edited 2021-09-06 05:34 (UTC)
gwenzelle: (bx1)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-09 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
aaand now i'm realizing that sounded obnoxiously braggy after you just told me you were unhappily married.
it is nice, though. and uncomplicated, most of the time.

it's more than fine. for the both of us.


and i'm sure you'll do your fellow bearded-people proud.
although it is quite the task to take on all on your own.
i'll need lots of examples to form a well-informed opinion about it, so we might need to make a whole night of it.
obviously you can start by eating me out while i ride your face, but i'll need more than that.
gwenzelle: (11)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-13 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
no no no, we don't even have to set up a limit like that.
i mean, i can't promise he won't come up sometimes, but i'll keep the sappy stuff to a very bare minimum. promise.


[ it's probably lame that she's taking a second to focus on the fact that that whole text, even if he was mostly joking, alludes to more conversations in the future. potential hook-ups are nice, but after being in this city for so long, potential friendships are just as thrilling, and honestly? more rare. she's deciding to not think about how messed up that is. ]

hah! no, no shopping around necessary.
i have full confidence in your abilities.

and um
wow yeah
that checks out.
beard burn does sound incredibly important to getting the full experience.
and who am i to question someone with way more experience with this than me?
i can already think of a few places for you to test that out.
besides "basically everywhere", even though that's very much an option.
gwenzelle: (17)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-16 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
i'm actually usually a pretty big fan of napping after sex, but y'know what? i'll make sure to rest up, because that really does sound
insanely hot.
it sounds like that same thrill you get when you start to notice those love bites and bruises that you gave someone are darker than you realized.

and i don't think i'll ever understand people who aren't at least a tiny bit into those little and not-so-little reminders.

i know i'm going to like finding all the marks that you leave, especially if it's right there in the shower with you, but think i kind of love the idea of giving you a few soft bruises that are barely hidden by your collar, too.
or your belt.
both. probably both.
gwenzelle: (o2o)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-19 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
aftercare, huh? that makes it sound like you might have more in mind than just giving me the opportunity to experience the wonders of beard burn.
which is not a complaint, by the way. i'm very much a fan of some of the things that lead to the need for some aftercare.
... or am i just severely underestimating how intense beard burn can be?
😂

[ an emoji? no!! WHY??? whatever. she's just taking a second to appreciate the mental image of this scruffy gent with an open shirt collar. you know who else does that? poe does that. and she's teased him more than a few times for his slutty collar. so now gwen's brain has zero chance of leaving the gutter for this conversation. ​]

so what you're saying is that i should at least try to keep it tasteful?
there's something pretty awesome about the idea of people seeing a few sweet little marks I might leave on your neck, while being completely unaware of the trashy bruises I'd also leave all over your hips.
gwenzelle: (o72)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-19 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ if the wait time between texts is a tiny bit longer than it has been, it's only because gwen's just realized that this might actually? somehow? be the first time she's discussing kinks with someone she hasn't actually even hooked up with yet. or met in person yet. well, not in a normal way anyways. taking him up on his offer to help get people to the up when the city was in chaos so doesn't count.

it just seems like something that probably should have happened, uh, a year or two ago. usually this conversation is happening in person. in the moment. woops.

also her instinct is always to just bring up the spider bite right away, make a joke about the stamina and flexibility and blahblahblah, but.. maybe not, this time.
]

well... in general? i can get a little rough when i'm caught up in things.
i like biting ( obviously ) and hair pulling and scratching. holding on tight enough to bruise.
no blood, or anything dangerous, but i like the whole pleasure/pain combo.

but okay. aftercare-worthy?
i really love pushing at limits.
no, that's not the right word. not limits. limits are important.
but umm tolerance? sensitivity.
seeing how much we can handle, and then pushing for more.
i like playing with that from either side, but if i'm reading the (chat)room right, it sounds like you might have more fun being in control, than being controlled?
which i'm very okay with.
so if you felt like making me come ( in whatever way you want ) until i'm begging for a break, and then fucking me through a couple more, that'll definitely do the trick.
gwenzelle: (o47)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-19 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ is it weird that gwen's finding the formality of this really hot? it's weird, right? shit. she's also going bonkers over "one exception: spanking", yep.

the fibber app still sucks, but this- definitely does not suck.
]

okay wow so yeah
i'm all about switching things up in the middle of things.
there's always a 50/50 chance that edging and teasing will just make me want to flip the script, instead of just giving into it.
and sometimes when i'm really jonesing, i end up getting pretty demanding.
for instance
maybe it's not a great idea if we hook up in public? but now that you've told me you'd be into it, there's a very good chance i'm going to end up going out of my way to convince you it's actually the best idea.

aaand i'm also really into spanking. and behaving/misbehaving in a way that i "earn" it.
it does get me in a pretty specific kinda mood, though.
like now that i'm actually really thinking about it, i don't think i'm great at getting myself into a "dominant" mood if i've already been spanked.
that always tends to dropkick any chance i have of taking back control.
in a really really good way??
but maybe no spanking if there's any chance you'll want me to pin you down sometime that same night.
gwenzelle: (bx8)

[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-21 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
a day or *two*?
that is putting so, so, so much faith in my patience.
but i guess that's the point, huh?
noted.


[ SHEESH. ]

oh, it would definitely get us in the hot seat if we're caught.
and being watched can be pretty hot, but... time and place. i'm really not interested in being punished by the powers that be.
the prison in the up is laughably comfortable, but the citations aren't always just "sit in jail and think about what you did".
the people we're contracted to might get roped into it too, so it's really not worth all that.
but that's why we'll have to make sure not to get caught.

i really do mean that i love a proper over-the-knee spanking.
or over the bed/table. surface. whatever.
just your hand, though.
you're setting the bar pretty high for me, just so you know. i don't bruise easily.
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[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-27 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
or i could try and find a way to drag you somewhere private before that day or two is up.
that'd solve my problem, too.

pretty sure that's the textbook definition of a win/win, yeah.
feeling you get hard when i can't touch you yet?
if i ever end up begging you to stop it would be because i couldn't stand waiting for it anymore.
you could give me a couple of your fingers, but it wouldn't be enough after a certain point.
and you wouldn't even have to move from that spot, i'd just get your pants open and climb onto your lap.
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[personal profile] gwenzelle 2021-09-28 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
a DECENT trade? i promise that watching me ride you, compared to keeping us both waiting by keeping my over your knee, would be better than decent.
i'd have to take it slow, yeah. or at least try to take it slow.
but i've never had trouble getting off from a slow grind, so that's really okay by me.

and that
that's also great thought.
love that thought, totally and completely on board with that thought.
there's something really heady and awesome about feeling like i'm being used to get off, after being spanked and teased for a long time.
and you putting me on my hands and knees would definitely fit that vibe.
bonus points if i'm fully pressed down on my front by the end of it.

but i'll need some serious kisses after, to balance out all that time spent not being able to watch you, or touch you properly.
maybe that's technically "aftercare", but i'll need it right away. probably before getting up to shower or anything else.
( is that needy? maybe. but just letting you know. i tend to feel very clingy pretty quickly after any sort of play like that. )

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