see, totally agree that it depends on the face, but i'd argue that more people look good with scruff compared to how many people look good with a full beard situation. i've definitely met guys that have a nice scruff situation going on, and then a week later after not shaving it's like "whoa, that got out of hand".
your chin makes you uncomfortable..?
friendship ended with chrissy people who don't send me that picture are now my best friend
see, that's just a maintenance problem. some neanderthals think all they have to do is let it grow in, that's just asking to end up like a duck dynasty brother
if you hadn't seen your chin in a decade, i am sure a sudden reappearance would make you uncomfortable, too.
believe it or not, i don't have any personal experiences with beards, so i'll have to take your word for it. aaand this is me realizing i mostly hang out with scruffy guys and not fully bearded guys. huh.
that sentence is ridiculous, but that's valid. i can't even remotely think of something to compare it to that i've experienced, so i appreciate the perspective here.
look, give me a couple more weeks, and you can experiment all you want. if you're going to come down hard on beards like this, you should at least have experienced them properly.
( is this... flirting?? god, he almost forgot what that was like. Duplicity has been nonstop aphros and fuck or die for him so far, it's nice to remember what flirting for fun is like. )
i don't suggest you go bald to find out. i mean, unless you want to?
[ sorry, that's just the sound of gwen's brain tanking into the gutter ]
sheesh, danny. you can't write something like "come down hard on beards" and offer up your own to experiment with, and not expect to give a girl a few terribly dirty ideas.
[ and she's really genuinely trying so hard to think of a clever response beyond that, maybe play it safe, but instead- ]
unless of course those were the kinds of ideas you were having, too. and in that case you can definitely keep writing things like that.
daniel. not danny. its been decades since grade school and honestly not even then did anyone call me danny, we've missed the window on that one.
( of all the things to focus on first, Daniel. his gut reaction to the nickname isn't exactly overwhelmingly negative, though kind of like trying food you were sure you wouldn't like but actually now that you've tried it was it really that bad? )
you're right and i went really subtle there, i apologize. those were the thoughts i was having, i might just be a little rusty. haven't done the whole, cute and flirty "what if you rode my face" thing in awhile.
because i am unhappily married, or i was, and a til death do us part situation happened. fyi. i don't want to get into it really and i get it kills the vibe but just so you know before you make any firm decisions on beard experimentation.
[ oh now she's just... impossibly motivated to figure out a nickname for him. it's kind of her thing? so. obviously there's gotta be one he won't hate. and she's going to figure out what it is.
..... but later. so much later. absolutely not now. because wow, shit, she'll always appreciate when someone rolls with skipping pretense, but it very quickly slides into something more serious, and it doesn't exactly give her whiplash, but it definitely gives her a reason to think for a second before she texts him back ]
luckily for you, the whole cute and flirty "what if you rode my face" thing happens to be my speciality. i'll help you get back into the swing of things. although i gotta say, the blunt and forward thing is definitely working for you right now, too.
but honesty doesn't kill the vibe. promise. that said, i'm in a relationship, and we're pretty obsessed with each other. but it's an open relationship - he has a boyfriend, too. so i'm cool with helping you forget all about the marriage you don't want to talk about, if you're cool with knowing i'll probably kiss and tell when my boyfriend asks about the beard burn on my thighs.
well, assuming you give me something worth kissing and telling about.
pretty obsessed with each other, huh? sounds nice.
( Daniel means that, genuinely. he admires love and affection, even if his has been absent of both for a long time. )
if it's fine with you and fine with him, then it's fine with me.
i'm representing all of beardkind, that's a cause bigger than myself. i will do my damnedest to make sure you have a positive takeaway from the experience.
aaand now i'm realizing that sounded obnoxiously braggy after you just told me you were unhappily married. it is nice, though. and uncomplicated, most of the time.
it's more than fine. for the both of us.
and i'm sure you'll do your fellow bearded-people proud. although it is quite the task to take on all on your own. i'll need lots of examples to form a well-informed opinion about it, so we might need to make a whole night of it. obviously you can start by eating me out while i ride your face, but i'll need more than that.
okay, a little obnoxious, but i'll let it slide. my terrible relationship doesn't mean you can't be proud of yours. though, go easy on me, okay? let's say, 2 "i'm disgustingly in love" comments per conversation until we build up my tolerance
for a second there it really seemed like you wanted me to call in fellow beards and like, maybe, but i would have to shop around
an entire night of forming opinions i can do, though. eating you out is a good start, but half the fun of beards is the beard burn, i'd have to put my mouth other places for that.
no no no, we don't even have to set up a limit like that. i mean, i can't promise he won't come up sometimes, but i'll keep the sappy stuff to a very bare minimum. promise.
[ it's probably lame that she's taking a second to focus on the fact that that whole text, even if he was mostly joking, alludes to more conversations in the future. potential hook-ups are nice, but after being in this city for so long, potential friendships are just as thrilling, and honestly? more rare. she's deciding to not think about how messed up that is. ]
hah! no, no shopping around necessary. i have full confidence in your abilities.
and um wow yeah that checks out. beard burn does sound incredibly important to getting the full experience. and who am i to question someone with way more experience with this than me? i can already think of a few places for you to test that out. besides "basically everywhere", even though that's very much an option.
( rare for Daniel to beat back the banter for a moment to be genuine, but still. he's not so much of an asshole that he'd really restrict her from gushing about her relationship. it's... nice, if bittersweet, to hear about people managing to have happy ones. )
i think it's important. not sure how you feel about shared showers after sex, but it's like those fucking magic invisible ink pens, beard burn goes really red in the shower. really hot.
maybe it's just the "yeah i put that there" childish pride kicking in? not sure. but i like it.
i'm actually usually a pretty big fan of napping after sex, but y'know what? i'll make sure to rest up, because that really does sound insanely hot. it sounds like that same thrill you get when you start to notice those love bites and bruises that you gave someone are darker than you realized.
and i don't think i'll ever understand people who aren't at least a tiny bit into those little and not-so-little reminders.
i know i'm going to like finding all the marks that you leave, especially if it's right there in the shower with you, but think i kind of love the idea of giving you a few soft bruises that are barely hidden by your collar, too. or your belt. both. probably both.
it can be a very lazy shower. aftercare, i'll do the heavy lifting. plus it means i get to put my hands all over my handiwork.
yeah, can't say i get it. i like reminders.
( that he can feel and look at and touch and relive a moment that felt good. it's something better to fall into than what he's usually feeling, after all. )
hmm. compelling suggestions. after careful deliberation i also say both. and since my shirt stays buttoned maybe an hour and a half at best it'll be out and proud, just so you know.
aftercare, huh? that makes it sound like you might have more in mind than just giving me the opportunity to experience the wonders of beard burn. which is not a complaint, by the way. i'm very much a fan of some of the things that lead to the need for some aftercare. ... or am i just severely underestimating how intense beard burn can be? 😂
[ an emoji? no!! WHY??? whatever. she's just taking a second to appreciate the mental image of this scruffy gent with an open shirt collar. you know who else does that? poe does that. and she's teased him more than a few times for his slutty collar. so now gwen's brain has zero chance of leaving the gutter for this conversation. ]
so what you're saying is that i should at least try to keep it tasteful? there's something pretty awesome about the idea of people seeing a few sweet little marks I might leave on your neck, while being completely unaware of the trashy bruises I'd also leave all over your hips.
i don't do face riding half-way, thanks. if you're not wobbling to that shower then i didn't do my job right
but if you need more than that i'm not opposed. what sort of definitely-in-need-of-aftercare kink are you into? maybe we've got some in common, consider negotiations open.
( Gwen just collecting the boys with slutty half-opened shirts, get it girl. Daniel doesn't get quite as bad as half open, but, does his tie stay properly tied and his shirt stay properly buttoned? definitely not. )
fuck no. i have no requests for tasteful, put them whatever you want. especially around here, i doubt anybody is going to ask any questions. not sure i've ever had a hip hickey, though. looking forward to it.
[ if the wait time between texts is a tiny bit longer than it has been, it's only because gwen's just realized that this might actually? somehow? be the first time she's discussing kinks with someone she hasn't actually even hooked up with yet. or met in person yet. well, not in a normal way anyways. taking him up on his offer to help get people to the up when the city was in chaos so doesn't count.
it just seems like something that probably should have happened, uh, a year or two ago. usually this conversation is happening in person. in the moment. woops.
also her instinct is always to just bring up the spider bite right away, make a joke about the stamina and flexibility and blahblahblah, but.. maybe not, this time. ]
well... in general? i can get a little rough when i'm caught up in things. i like biting ( obviously ) and hair pulling and scratching. holding on tight enough to bruise. no blood, or anything dangerous, but i like the whole pleasure/pain combo.
but okay. aftercare-worthy? i really love pushing at limits. no, that's not the right word. not limits. limits are important. but umm tolerance? sensitivity. seeing how much we can handle, and then pushing for more. i like playing with that from either side, but if i'm reading the (chat)room right, it sounds like you might have more fun being in control, than being controlled? which i'm very okay with. so if you felt like making me come ( in whatever way you want ) until i'm begging for a break, and then fucking me through a couple more, that'll definitely do the trick.
( Daniel isn't great at a lot of things. but he does communicate pretty well, when it's something important. he'll tell someone he's going to sleep with he's married. he'll ask what they like and what they don't. he'll cough up the generational satanism thing when marriage is on the table.
...yeah so maybe he could stand to be more open about the last thing. two out of three ain't bad. )
i like rough but i'm not going to hit you. not that you're asking, just being upfront about it. well, okay. one exception: spanking. not everybody is into that, though. i like having the control for some things. like edging and multiple orgasms. that said i like an authoritative partner, it doesn't have to be one or the other. if you like restraints you can tie me up but i'm not interested in restraining you. i think that's the big picture. well, sex in public, clothed especially. pretty sure we're both dominants, though, so that's probably not a great idea.
[ is it weird that gwen's finding the formality of this really hot? it's weird, right? shit. she's also going bonkers over "one exception: spanking", yep.
the fibber app still sucks, but this- definitely does not suck.]
okay wow so yeah i'm all about switching things up in the middle of things. there's always a 50/50 chance that edging and teasing will just make me want to flip the script, instead of just giving into it. and sometimes when i'm really jonesing, i end up getting pretty demanding. for instance maybe it's not a great idea if we hook up in public? but now that you've told me you'd be into it, there's a very good chance i'm going to end up going out of my way to convince you it's actually the best idea.
aaand i'm also really into spanking. and behaving/misbehaving in a way that i "earn" it. it does get me in a pretty specific kinda mood, though. like now that i'm actually really thinking about it, i don't think i'm great at getting myself into a "dominant" mood if i've already been spanked. that always tends to dropkick any chance i have of taking back control. in a really really good way?? but maybe no spanking if there's any chance you'll want me to pin you down sometime that same night.
if i'm going to edge you then you'll know about it. half my job is done for me if i tell you i want to a day or two ahead of time, the anticipation starts before i even touch you. more casual sex, though, flip away. especially if that means you're on top. view is better that way.
( Daniel is not exactly a rule breaker. it's probably rule breaking enough that they're planning to fuck in the first place, as Duplicity is very clear about dom on dom action. ...he does like public sex, though. and the thrill of getting away with something they shouldn't. suffice to say, he wouldn't be hard to convince. he's already thinking about it, after all. )
you don't think that'd get us in the hot seat? i hear they don't take kindly to that sort of pairing.
when you say really into spanking, do you mean purple and bruised and sitting crooked after? just checking, because i've had girls say they like spanking and they really mean having their ass smacked once or twice mid fuck. which is also fun, but not what i mean by spanking. if you make it through that i wouldn't expect much else. and it'd be good for that aftercare piece, wouldn't it?
a day or *two*? that is putting so, so, so much faith in my patience. but i guess that's the point, huh? noted.
[ SHEESH. ]
oh, it would definitely get us in the hot seat if we're caught. and being watched can be pretty hot, but... time and place. i'm really not interested in being punished by the powers that be. the prison in the up is laughably comfortable, but the citations aren't always just "sit in jail and think about what you did". the people we're contracted to might get roped into it too, so it's really not worth all that. but that's why we'll have to make sure not to get caught.
i really do mean that i love a proper over-the-knee spanking. or over the bed/table. surface. whatever. just your hand, though. you're setting the bar pretty high for me, just so you know. i don't bruise easily.
it is entirely the point, yes. just don't think about it and you wouldn't have a problem, right?
( it's entirely fine with him if she can't stop thinking about it, though. expectation and anticipation adding another layer. )
neither am i. i'm not cut out for doing hard time, i'd fold like a card house under that kind of pressure ( which probably sounds like a no, that's not going to happen, until, ) so we'd have to really make sure we wouldn't get caught
over my knee is my favorite. directly across my lap means i feel it when you squirm and gasp and your legs press together. and you get to feel it when i get hard, win win, right? hand only, no ring. learned that the hard way once.
or i could try and find a way to drag you somewhere private before that day or two is up. that'd solve my problem, too.
pretty sure that's the textbook definition of a win/win, yeah. feeling you get hard when i can't touch you yet? if i ever end up begging you to stop it would be because i couldn't stand waiting for it anymore. you could give me a couple of your fingers, but it wouldn't be enough after a certain point. and you wouldn't even have to move from that spot, i'd just get your pants open and climb onto your lap.
( he's self sabotaging but not in a oh, no, we can't have sex because of the anticipation i'm trying to get going here sort of way. long story short, if anyone shows up desperate to get in his pants, they probably already have him convinced. )
trust that reality is about as miserable for me as it is for you. since i definitely can touch you, maybe through your underwear, maybe not, depends on if i'm feeling spicy. and feeling you writhe against my legs would be great but not as good as your hand, you know? it would be distinctly ungentlemanly to keep you bent over a knee when you couldn't take waiting anymore. watching you ride me after seems like a decent trade, though maybe painful? we'd have to be careful truthfully fucking you as i admire the marks i left on you is hot too. we can take turns, 50/50, for the sake of equality
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i take extreme umbrage with the idea scruff > beard. depends on the face.
like mine, for example. i see way too much of my own chin right now and it is very uncomfortable.
had to do it
i've definitely met guys that have a nice scruff situation going on, and then a week later after not shaving it's like "whoa, that got out of hand".
your chin makes you uncomfortable..?
friendship ended with chrissy people who don't send me that picture are now my best friend
if you hadn't seen your chin in a decade, i am sure a sudden reappearance would make you uncomfortable, too.
nnnnnnnnNNYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO--
aaand this is me realizing i mostly hang out with scruffy guys and not fully bearded guys. huh.
that sentence is ridiculous, but that's valid.
i can't even remotely think of something to compare it to that i've experienced, so i appreciate the perspective here.
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( is this... flirting?? god, he almost forgot what that was like. Duplicity has been nonstop aphros and fuck or die for him so far, it's nice to remember what flirting for fun is like. )
i don't suggest you go bald to find out. i mean, unless you want to?
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sheesh, danny. you can't write something like "come down hard on beards" and offer up your own to experiment with, and not expect to give a girl a few terribly dirty ideas.
[ and she's really genuinely trying so hard to think of a clever response beyond that, maybe play it safe, but instead- ]
unless of course those were the kinds of ideas you were having, too.
and in that case
you can definitely keep writing things like that.
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( of all the things to focus on first, Daniel. his gut reaction to the nickname isn't exactly overwhelmingly negative, though kind of like trying food you were sure you wouldn't like but actually now that you've tried it was it really that bad? )
you're right and i went really subtle there, i apologize. those were the thoughts i was having, i might just be a little rusty. haven't done the whole, cute and flirty "what if you rode my face" thing in awhile.
because i am unhappily married, or i was, and a til death do us part situation happened. fyi. i don't want to get into it really and i get it kills the vibe but just so you know before you make any firm decisions on beard experimentation.
wait sorry didn't like the wording
[ oh now she's just... impossibly motivated to figure out a nickname for him. it's kind of her thing? so. obviously there's gotta be one he won't hate. and she's going to figure out what it is.
..... but later. so much later. absolutely not now. because wow, shit, she'll always appreciate when someone rolls with skipping pretense, but it very quickly slides into something more serious, and it doesn't exactly give her whiplash, but it definitely gives her a reason to think for a second before she texts him back ]
luckily for you, the whole cute and flirty "what if you rode my face" thing happens to be my speciality.
i'll help you get back into the swing of things.
although i gotta say, the blunt and forward thing is definitely working for you right now, too.
but honesty doesn't kill the vibe. promise.
that said, i'm in a relationship, and we're pretty obsessed with each other.
but it's an open relationship - he has a boyfriend, too.
so i'm cool with helping you forget all about the marriage you don't want to talk about, if you're cool with knowing i'll probably kiss and tell when my boyfriend asks about the beard burn on my thighs.
well, assuming you give me something worth kissing and telling about.
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( Daniel means that, genuinely. he admires love and affection, even if his has been absent of both for a long time. )
if it's fine with you and fine with him, then it's fine with me.
i'm representing all of beardkind, that's a cause bigger than myself. i will do my damnedest to make sure you have a positive takeaway from the experience.
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it is nice, though. and uncomplicated, most of the time.
it's more than fine. for the both of us.
and i'm sure you'll do your fellow bearded-people proud.
although it is quite the task to take on all on your own.
i'll need lots of examples to form a well-informed opinion about it, so we might need to make a whole night of it.
obviously you can start by eating me out while i ride your face, but i'll need more than that.
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for a second there it really seemed like you wanted me to call in fellow beards and like, maybe, but i would have to shop around
an entire night of forming opinions i can do, though. eating you out is a good start, but half the fun of beards is the beard burn, i'd have to put my mouth other places for that.
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i mean, i can't promise he won't come up sometimes, but i'll keep the sappy stuff to a very bare minimum. promise.
[ it's probably lame that she's taking a second to focus on the fact that that whole text, even if he was mostly joking, alludes to more conversations in the future. potential hook-ups are nice, but after being in this city for so long, potential friendships are just as thrilling, and honestly? more rare. she's deciding to not think about how messed up that is. ]
hah! no, no shopping around necessary.
i have full confidence in your abilities.
and um
wow yeah
that checks out.
beard burn does sound incredibly important to getting the full experience.
and who am i to question someone with way more experience with this than me?
i can already think of a few places for you to test that out.
besides "basically everywhere", even though that's very much an option.
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( rare for Daniel to beat back the banter for a moment to be genuine, but still. he's not so much of an asshole that he'd really restrict her from gushing about her relationship. it's... nice, if bittersweet, to hear about people managing to have happy ones. )
i think it's important. not sure how you feel about shared showers after sex, but it's like those fucking magic invisible ink pens, beard burn goes really red in the shower. really hot.
maybe it's just the "yeah i put that there" childish pride kicking in? not sure. but i like it.
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insanely hot.
it sounds like that same thrill you get when you start to notice those love bites and bruises that you gave someone are darker than you realized.
and i don't think i'll ever understand people who aren't at least a tiny bit into those little and not-so-little reminders.
i know i'm going to like finding all the marks that you leave, especially if it's right there in the shower with you, but think i kind of love the idea of giving you a few soft bruises that are barely hidden by your collar, too.
or your belt.
both. probably both.
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yeah, can't say i get it. i like reminders.
( that he can feel and look at and touch and relive a moment that felt good. it's something better to fall into than what he's usually feeling, after all. )
hmm. compelling suggestions. after careful deliberation i also say both. and since my shirt stays buttoned maybe an hour and a half at best it'll be out and proud, just so you know.
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which is not a complaint, by the way. i'm very much a fan of some of the things that lead to the need for some aftercare.
... or am i just severely underestimating how intense beard burn can be? 😂
[ an emoji? no!! WHY??? whatever. she's just taking a second to appreciate the mental image of this scruffy gent with an open shirt collar. you know who else does that? poe does that. and she's teased him more than a few times for his slutty collar. so now gwen's brain has zero chance of leaving the gutter for this conversation. ]
so what you're saying is that i should at least try to keep it tasteful?
there's something pretty awesome about the idea of people seeing a few sweet little marks I might leave on your neck, while being completely unaware of the trashy bruises I'd also leave all over your hips.
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but if you need more than that i'm not opposed. what sort of definitely-in-need-of-aftercare kink are you into? maybe we've got some in common, consider negotiations open.
( Gwen just collecting the boys with slutty half-opened shirts, get it girl. Daniel doesn't get quite as bad as half open, but, does his tie stay properly tied and his shirt stay properly buttoned? definitely not. )
fuck no. i have no requests for tasteful, put them whatever you want. especially around here, i doubt anybody is going to ask any questions.
not sure i've ever had a hip hickey, though. looking forward to it.
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it just seems like something that probably should have happened, uh, a year or two ago. usually this conversation is happening in person. in the moment. woops.
also her instinct is always to just bring up the spider bite right away, make a joke about the stamina and flexibility and blahblahblah, but.. maybe not, this time. ]
well... in general? i can get a little rough when i'm caught up in things.
i like biting ( obviously ) and hair pulling and scratching. holding on tight enough to bruise.
no blood, or anything dangerous, but i like the whole pleasure/pain combo.
but okay. aftercare-worthy?
i really love pushing at limits.
no, that's not the right word. not limits. limits are important.
but umm tolerance? sensitivity.
seeing how much we can handle, and then pushing for more.
i like playing with that from either side, but if i'm reading the (chat)room right, it sounds like you might have more fun being in control, than being controlled?
which i'm very okay with.
so if you felt like making me come ( in whatever way you want ) until i'm begging for a break, and then fucking me through a couple more, that'll definitely do the trick.
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...yeah so maybe he could stand to be more open about the last thing. two out of three ain't bad. )
i like rough but i'm not going to hit you. not that you're asking, just being upfront about it.
well, okay. one exception: spanking. not everybody is into that, though.
i like having the control for some things. like edging and multiple orgasms. that said i like an authoritative partner, it doesn't have to be one or the other.
if you like restraints you can tie me up but i'm not interested in restraining you.
i think that's the big picture. well, sex in public, clothed especially. pretty sure we're both dominants, though, so that's probably not a great idea.
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the fibber app still sucks, but this- definitely does not suck.]
okay wow so yeah
i'm all about switching things up in the middle of things.
there's always a 50/50 chance that edging and teasing will just make me want to flip the script, instead of just giving into it.
and sometimes when i'm really jonesing, i end up getting pretty demanding.
for instance
maybe it's not a great idea if we hook up in public? but now that you've told me you'd be into it, there's a very good chance i'm going to end up going out of my way to convince you it's actually the best idea.
aaand i'm also really into spanking. and behaving/misbehaving in a way that i "earn" it.
it does get me in a pretty specific kinda mood, though.
like now that i'm actually really thinking about it, i don't think i'm great at getting myself into a "dominant" mood if i've already been spanked.
that always tends to dropkick any chance i have of taking back control.
in a really really good way??
but maybe no spanking if there's any chance you'll want me to pin you down sometime that same night.
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more casual sex, though, flip away. especially if that means you're on top. view is better that way.
( Daniel is not exactly a rule breaker. it's probably rule breaking enough that they're planning to fuck in the first place, as Duplicity is very clear about dom on dom action. ...he does like public sex, though. and the thrill of getting away with something they shouldn't. suffice to say, he wouldn't be hard to convince. he's already thinking about it, after all. )
you don't think that'd get us in the hot seat? i hear they don't take kindly to that sort of pairing.
when you say really into spanking, do you mean purple and bruised and sitting crooked after? just checking, because i've had girls say they like spanking and they really mean having their ass smacked once or twice mid fuck. which is also fun, but not what i mean by spanking.
if you make it through that i wouldn't expect much else. and it'd be good for that aftercare piece, wouldn't it?
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that is putting so, so, so much faith in my patience.
but i guess that's the point, huh?
noted.
[ SHEESH. ]
oh, it would definitely get us in the hot seat if we're caught.
and being watched can be pretty hot, but... time and place. i'm really not interested in being punished by the powers that be.
the prison in the up is laughably comfortable, but the citations aren't always just "sit in jail and think about what you did".
the people we're contracted to might get roped into it too, so it's really not worth all that.
but that's why we'll have to make sure not to get caught.
i really do mean that i love a proper over-the-knee spanking.
or over the bed/table. surface. whatever.
just your hand, though.
you're setting the bar pretty high for me, just so you know. i don't bruise easily.
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just don't think about it and you wouldn't have a problem, right?
( it's entirely fine with him if she can't stop thinking about it, though. expectation and anticipation adding another layer. )
neither am i. i'm not cut out for doing hard time, i'd fold like a card house under that kind of pressure ( which probably sounds like a no, that's not going to happen, until, ) so we'd have to really make sure we wouldn't get caught
over my knee is my favorite. directly across my lap means i feel it when you squirm and gasp and your legs press together. and you get to feel it when i get hard, win win, right?
hand only, no ring. learned that the hard way once.
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that'd solve my problem, too.
pretty sure that's the textbook definition of a win/win, yeah.
feeling you get hard when i can't touch you yet?
if i ever end up begging you to stop it would be because i couldn't stand waiting for it anymore.
you could give me a couple of your fingers, but it wouldn't be enough after a certain point.
and you wouldn't even have to move from that spot, i'd just get your pants open and climb onto your lap.
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( he's self sabotaging but not in a oh, no, we can't have sex because of the anticipation i'm trying to get going here sort of way. long story short, if anyone shows up desperate to get in his pants, they probably already have him convinced. )
trust that reality is about as miserable for me as it is for you. since i definitely can touch you, maybe through your underwear, maybe not, depends on if i'm feeling spicy.
and feeling you writhe against my legs would be great but not as good as your hand, you know?
it would be distinctly ungentlemanly to keep you bent over a knee when you couldn't take waiting anymore. watching you ride me after seems like a decent trade, though maybe painful? we'd have to be careful
truthfully fucking you as i admire the marks i left on you is hot too. we can take turns, 50/50, for the sake of equality
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